The loss of my father, surgery, and minimalism are all helping me learn to let go. It's something I must learn but my hope is it becomes a natural state for me. My wonderful family is incredibly supportive and I'm so thankful. It is hard for me to let go and harder for me to ask for help.
Preparation for the surgery started before my father's sudden passing. Because I have not had the best history with the medical community, I was challenged to view this surgery as restorative. The 2 year lead up, strong relationship with my doctor, fabulous support system, and all-around fantastic communication with all parties suggested that restoration could happen; and it is.
The surgery itself has restored a part of my body that has been badly hurt for a long time. The recovery period has allowed me to explore feelings about the loss of my father and process them in safety. I am trusting that I am loved and cared for. It helps that my support network proves themselves daily, even though they shouldn't have to. Not having to stress about massive clutter is freeing.
Freeing . . . that should be my new motto. I choose to live with less because it is freeing me to be content, to love myself, and accept the love of others. Dare to be Free!
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